I 've had enough

I am so sick of the games that go on in my church. The people doing the harm, and there always will be some of those, do not mean harm, they just insist on operating out of fear. I believe it is my church's MO. I am not into that. I am a risk-taker. These people seem to be so freakin' AFRAID to talk to each other, they just avoid it and do more harm by doing so.
I've been trying to do something about the communication issues in this church since I started going several years ago, but nothing seems to make a difference. I am to the point where I don't even care if I go back again.